On Valentine day...14/02/2011 ~2.30 am I was shock by hubby as he was not feeling well 2 days ago, i love hygiene and cleanliness...he sweat heavily and it irritates me as i could felt something sweating beside me...suddenly i woke up...and get very irritated cause i have told hubby 2 days ago i clean the bed , blanket and ext...till almost drop dead b'cos of his fever sweat and he promised me he will shift to the next room if it ever occur again ...but he did not. So he got very angry of my respond when i said '' what is this ..again'' on my side i have to go work and my daily house cleaning have already make me half drain...so plus another + i felt stressful. He went slept next room after our argument and for me i felt hurt, as i felt that he did not think of my tiredness of cleaning the home and took so much of my time each day. I went to sleep again after he change the blanket and everything on the bed to a all clean newly wash bed set. I felt dry and clean ...on the bed, cant think much as I'm already very sleepy at this type of hour...
when i woke up in the morning, i asked myself few question...am i in the wrong or not? of what happened at 2.30 am morning..naturally i felt I'm at the wrong in certain way...i shouldn't have raised my voice at him..as he doesn't want this to happen too but deep down i felt that when he got angry with me ...he too lack of something..''understanding.''
My office colleague asked me ...any celebration? I told him hubby have bought a very beautiful handbag which i like it very much ..from Singapore 2 weeks ago is my advance Valentine gift, which is true,'' tonight not going any where cos not enough sleep last night...'' I answered ''this really mean nothing anymore to me as we hv a big argument early celebration Valentine hour :) deep i n my heart said...''
That day when i came home..around 6.00pm the first thing in my mind is rest...nothing is in my mind. Suddenly, when the front door click! i was shock!!! oppp hubby came back so early ??? in my mind, as he always finished his work quite late. He told me first words...''Happy Valentine ''. Asked me to go shower right away ...''wear the most beautiful dress'' he said..and he said he is going out to pick up the cake. ''What cake?'' i asked ...Valentine cake he answered...it seems like what happen last night had gone with the wind. I'm still in my emotion ...he said ''lets forget about it all...let go'' ...''tonight we going to have a good Valentine dinner'' he said. We have a good dinner that night at a very beautiful restaurant and deep down'' i thanks him for letting me know what i wish to know'' by his action....He is so excited and happy that evening...and it seems to me like we are back when we first met...the way he carried himself that evening....
When reach home.... after our dinner , hubby light up the candle ...gave me a Valentine card
I asked him why you are so hot in love today? he said ''i have always been, is just that i don't see his way...''
Finally, I learned something from this ..Valentine Day.
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